This World I'm In

I sit inside my world and cry.
Slowly everything around me dies.
This world I'm in bears no friend's
and alone I sit and sigh.
Terror surrounds me and inside I scream.
I wish this life were but a bad bad dream.
Unfortunatly I find that I truly am alive
and this world I'm in steals away my drive.
Fighting to survive, daring to be but alive
this world I'm in no longer wants me to thrive.
The pain and strife takes away my life
Inside this world it cuts like a knife.
My shoulders have now become outweighed.
In this world I sit afraid.
I no longer know what to do.
I sit wishing I could bid this world adieu.
Until I can I sit and dream,
And while I dream inside I scream.
This world I'm in leaves me full of pain and strife.
This world I'm in cuts like a knife.